i dun understand my brother...or maybe i dun understand love..it seems he is deeply in love with this girl...and they have a few things in common also...but my father doesn't want he to get too deep emotionally and neglect his studies...even though his studies may be fine now..he is already lying and ponning paid tuition lessons...that's super bad...i some how read his sms and msn messages and i couldn't stand it...all the lovey dovey things coming from both of them...*shudders*..makes my hair stands...another thing that i consider and which may make me seem more selfish is that...i din experience this before...and can't really think the way he thinks..but the headstrong mentallity of his may be strong but yet not strong enough...the victim??my mum..caught in between...i want to have a good chat with him...but he is currently not and home and i need to sleep early cos have to be in camp for guard duty tmr at 7...
going to go for this swimming life savers course..a short two weeks..had this short selection test this morning...think it's a slightly waste of time...since my company sent experienced swimmers to join...only 3 and i'm one of them:) fieldcamp next week from monday to thursday...won't be able to reply any of your msgs...see you'all on national day:)
Willis Loy posted at 8/02/2008 10:52:00 PM |
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