Willis

busy

2009-07-05T16:29:00.002+08:00

been busy lately...so many things are happening at the same time...like i can't even watch transformers with the 4h peeps last sunday...i still haven caught it...i'm done with saf day...less rehearsals..but ndp rehearsals are killers...march a few km with the rifle all the way in our right arms...it's killing...getting better with the weight...but the long distances still kill..we haven even started with the city march..we are only marching from our holding area to the form up point only...going to do guard tmr again...have to find time to do my etrials and btt..train for ippt...parade rehearsals...unarmed combat course...

that's why i can't wait for army to be over...enjoy working/earning money for about 8months then uni...life that will be great..i'm definitely looking forward to it...hope chris will be able to make it as well..

2009-05-19T23:52:00.002+08:00

back from indonesia...feeling super nua...there were only a few runs...and i did zero pull ups the whole trip...no longer feeling my muscles...bought a few clothes...and reserved myself from buying pedro thanks to chris:) birthday wasn't well spent...hmm...planning for holiday already...eh...need to begin new training regime:) meet up with the guys...

Some Updates

2009-04-19T19:13:00.002+08:00

back from taiwan...already enjoyed a week of off...no one seems to be free these days and so i've just been bumming at home...the worst of all is that i didn't exercise at all...the least i could do was go for a run...but that didn't happen at all...live seems to be at its slowest now...the half a year to ord never felt this long...think i'll take a book to do some reading to not think about other things...this doesn't look like much of an update...maybe when i'm in a better mood bah...

Before Taiwan

2009-03-11T22:21:00.002+08:00

firstly, i'll come back in one piece and won't get lost there...haha...thanks for all the well wishes..however few there might be..thanks for the stuff i need too:)

i spent quite a bit of time making a little pop-up card...cos she drew me a small sketch...so i made her this...ermz....dunno if you guys will get to see it..she might just snap a few photos of it and put it on facebook...she might...i hope all goes well:)

happy studying for one...haven asked khyrul how are his results..no time already...maybe later at the airport i'll call him using the free phone..haha...though i might seem cold hearted...and i definitely dun say it...i'll miss all of you guys...and girls...

will be back here in a month:)

2009-02-08T20:50:00.002+08:00

ok...i think i need to cool down a bit...and not rush into things...i may be a swimmer but i won't just plunge(dive) in..ok lame..i think that's why this is the second day of the 5 days that we are supposed not communicate with each other...cool down....

eh....this week got another jump...then soc test...think i might fail cos long time nvr run already...but got a lot of route marches...hmmz...think i'll stop here lorz..bye...happy cny everyone...and i hope everything turns out fine for me...

A short week in camp(CNY)

2009-01-31T18:44:00.003+08:00

happy chinese new year!!rushing for time..so this will be like point form..gave her a surprise visit at her school:) 16km route march..wrestling in the bunk..watching actually watching two other ppl wrestle and i was helpful to stop them and remove a guy's specs..then some bystander had to add'hey add willis in la..more fun'..then both of them and everyone else just grabbed me...i could cling onto the bedframe..but i let them put me in the centre of the bunk...more space..better to retaliate...basket..they tried to lock my legs down with a fieldchair...luckily they couldn't..they wanted to burn my nipple hair..wth...they couldn't do that..and i couldn't break free..from this week..i learnt something..i need to get rid of my vulnerability...and that i'm strong..but need to get stronger...
i had this dream in the afternoon...it was actually quite pleasant...until the ppl in it pissed me off like hell..i actually punched the wall(a partition)...it's softer than normal walls..but i could feel the anger cruising through me...it was actually a punch that purposely missed this person...crap...

2009-01-24T23:58:00.003+08:00

i just completed a week like no other...first i did a parachute jump again...ermz..more pppl...then i was arrowed to become the cny celebrations emcee in chinese!!!i totally died...completely and utterly...given the chance,i'll never want to do it again...unless i can be fully prepared for any kind of situation that could happen...it seems like i kena arrowed again to be the station ic for the push up station for the upcoming commando vocational assessment...
been to the gym quite a few times:) and the msgs are still continuing:)

Someone New in My Life

2009-01-18T15:12:00.010+08:00

ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
TWO. Marry a person you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.
FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye.
SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.
EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.
TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.
THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'
FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.
FIFTEEN. Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.
SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.
SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and responsibility for all your actions.
EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.
NINETEEN . When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.
TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.
TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone.

there is someone new in my life:)i've known her for like...1 week and a day??been communicating for a week??i dunno what's going to happen next...but i know that it's been really fun and enjoyable...just communicating like this...feelings for the previous one...has over time..faded..and we have never communicated....much less on a level as this new person i know...i think that's all i can say for now...

the above 21 lines is from an email...it seems to be telling us how we could truly lead a fruitful life...and i've thinking about a particular line...is it possible?cos we've only seen each other for less than a night...

Enough

2009-01-11T01:33:00.003+08:00

i think it's about time that i stop planning and to execute more...i have had that 'i could/should have done it' feeling for a drop too many times...it's like argh...it's like i will always have the perfect plan but things will never come out right...this reminds be of my last facebook status:Willis is a planner of failed attemps...now i've had enough of that...no more planning and not executing it right!

sat is the start...and i'm officially 10months away from my ORD!!!yeah!

Christmas!

2008-12-26T02:16:00.003+08:00

been in the pool and the sun for quite a bit...getting what i think is a nice tan:)
wasn't home for a long time...last saw my family about 2 weeks ago...going to meet them on hainan island in about 8 more hours...so many things were planned to happen...but none the way i wanted...wellz...there were a few pleasant surprises here and there:D the mood is good...the feeling is right...i learn...come next year...my christmas gathering will be great!!

Wishing everyone Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!!may it be a super pleasant year ahead...may i be happier each day:D LOVE YA!!!

Argh!!

2008-12-08T19:34:00.002+08:00

ok...straight to the point...i'm thinking of throwing a christmas party...or more like a gathering...either on the 23 or 24...but most likely it's on the 24 cos it seems i can only book out on the 24...i'm finally feeling the restrictiveness of army...damn...but then 24...ppl are more likely to go for their church event of even relatives party...it will unlikely be me a priority...anywayz...there's still time...only a little...i'll only be booking out for a short few hours next sunday...busy busy with army...anywayz...let me lay out roughly what my gathering will be like...

it should start around 5-6...food and drinks will be prepared by me and possibly the help of my maid(parents and grandparents and brothers will be on their holiday already...i'll be joining them a few days later)...music in the background(think i'll find some christmas music)...ppl..chatting...oh and everyone will have to bring a small gift...i'll do some exchange gift thingy...(too bad my christmas tree has been thrown away when i moved house)...games and everything else will be impromtu...(think i'l borrow some1's ps2..you know some guys can't do without console for too long)...basically i just want a gathering where i can meet all my friends and really catch up...i've thought about it before...but time is not on my side and there really isn't any choice other than the 24...so pls...tag...comment...msg me...should i still got for it?

last outfield for 2 months & today

2008-11-28T22:43:00.005+08:00

finally it's come to the end of the year and i won't be having anymore outfields till end jan next year...yeah!!no more need to tolerate stupid mosquitoes and sand flies...this outfield was one of my worst...it rained on the both days!!freaking cold ah...change socks then wet again...my feet almost died...reached camp take of boots..it was totally pale...then rash broke out in several areas of my body...but i'm healing...however there is still one thing i've yet to understand...do insect bites have delay onset/reaction??cos the bite marks appear only 2 days after my field training...

booked out today...reached home after 75mins of bus ride...was about to go into the lift but saw that the car is still in the carpark and that the other lift stayed at my floor for a while longer...so i decided to take the chance and waited there...sure enough...my mum came out of the lift...hahaz...feels great to just see your loved ones in the morning :) turns out my mum has a company event and that got tickets to catch Body of Lies...the company event included buffet dinner as well..it's some sim appreciation day...UOL of SIM organized this to congratulate their 61 first class honour grads and their lecturers...it feels weird walking around grads and young professionals...somehow i just feel not old enough..hahahz...Body of Lies is a great movie..but girls be warned of the torture scene...that's when the lead actor gets captured...at the end of the movie..my dad had to stun me with the moral of the movie...i see there are still much and a lot i can learn...from around and my dad:)

went shopping with the gang last sunday...jy bought this expensive wallet...hahaz..he so wanted one with many card slots..think he a lot of cards..hahaz..kena shot down la...he ended up with one which has a coin compartment...lolz..i both two shirts from top at 35 each thanks to pang's 10% discount...oh...and i finally had my swim...hahaz..feels great to be back in the water...new record for pullups..it's now short of 2 to 20...though i struggled a bit on the last one:) ok...and it seems to me that quite a few people do not get the meaning of a 'secret'...hahaz...i'm just laughing at the phrase 'secret i should know'...hahaz...it's ironic...there's no secret anywayz...you guys talk as if i'm a new guy in the neighbourhood...now that's a sad way to interpret...hahaz...thanks for the concern anywayz..i was depressed for a short while but i'm all better already...the morale is high and the mood is good:) especially since i had my swim...getting back to my usual surrounding sure feels good and safe:)

2008-11-16T17:41:00.002+08:00

it's been a rather eventful week for me...lots and lots of mixed emotions also...partly because i'm hearing so many things from people i care about...but what really puts me off is thinking that i can do nothing about it...anywayz,that has passed away already...i had this chat with my mum which sort of enlightened me...or at least lightened my spirits...it seems to me that...i haven actually started yet...despite all the negativity that is going on about...i haven actually made my move or declared anything...i have to rid myself of that fear of failure...

Effects of 72.

2008-11-09T11:08:00.004+08:00

still occuring..

blisters..
abrasions...
numb toes..
lost 3-4 kg...
aching back...
tired biceps...
stiff shoulders..
hurt leg muscles...
occasional stoning...
losing concentration...

i know this plant doesn't bear fruit, but i water it...
i know there's no water in the desert, but i hike on...
i know there's no treasures at the seabed, but i dive down...
i know the light in the tunnel belongs to a train, but i walk on...

i thought i was seeing light, but i'm blinded...
i thought i was improving, but i'm worse off...
i thought i was catching up, but i'm lagging behind...
i thought i was making progress, but i'm deteriorating...

Now, what am i?

Red Beret!

2008-11-08T11:20:00.002+08:00

to some people, it's just cloth..to some people, it's just the colour difference..but to me,it's a whole lot more...it's the things that i've gone through...suffered...firstly,there is airborne...then there are the numerous outfields and live firing...then there is brunei which even though i went through everything,more than what infantry officers do, i got no badge...those mini turnouts...and then the grand finale; 72km...we know we did more than 72 even...did like 75...cos was hills that we climbed too...more about my 72km...we did not do the conventional east coast park route...east coast route requires us to walk up and down ecp i think 3 times...it's flat and so much easier...but we did a new route...we actually formed a smile out of the singapore island...it started from chua chu kang..pass the chicken farms..muslim n chiness n christian cemetaries...ntu..nie..safti mi..upper jurong road..jurong camp..jurong bird park..jurong pier road..jalan buroh..pandan reservior..west cost highway...kent ridge..mount faber...shenton way..marina station..the very long east coast park...vjc...VS...changi coast road(along the runways of our airport)...changi beach..changi village...netheravon road..old pier road...and finally hendon camp...it was one helluva experience:)

parade...photos...friends...special guest....supper...group supper...sent home....collapse in bed...

2008-09-04T21:53:00.002+08:00

just gonna leave this as my last post before i go to brunei this sunday night...my flight is at 0255 on the 8th...ermz..a poem that's ordinary...about me...

I may seem alright,
But i'm broken.

I may seem indulgent,
But i'm a goon.

I may seem amazing,
But i'm an imbecile.

Nevertheless i hope i'm likeable/loveable.

miss me (:

i'll be back when september ends

2008-09-04T21:45:00.004+08:00

let's see what i have been doing...firstly there was this 24m route march...we all do that in bmt but we had to do it again...to condition us for brunei...the route march we tiring man...my legs are still tired and pain from it...but i guess it's also partly due to the ippt test that we took on wed..two days after the route march...i challenged my det commander like nobody's business la..hahaz...like kept showing him attitude also...hahaz...it was pretty fun i must say...i even carried a load that was if not heavier than his, as heavy as his..lolz..then during the breaks, we put down our field packs what...hahaz..then he kept testing our loads and saying it's about the same la...hahaz...then on the last stretch back to camp...the section beside me,their det commander told them to try walking back without using the rifle sling...meaning they would have to just use their arms to hold...hahaz..then my det comd came to us and said..ok det 4(my det),i dun require you to do that,just complete the route march can already...hahaz...then i said..sir, you will only ask us to do the things that you can do only right??...lolz...in the end..only my det comd and i did it all the way back to camp...it was tough!!!my arms are strong but they were still shaky..hahaz..then all along the way back..my dc also kept saying 'willis i give you a chance to give up' 'ok,i let u use the sling for 1 min,i'll pretend i din see' then it was 45 secs and then 15 secs...no was all my answers...hahaz..felt damn proud of myself man...hahaz...then i could say sir,you're only as good as i am...lolz..oh and during the route march...i walked at quite a fast pace then sometimes will become in front of him then he'll ask me 'willis, are you racing with me??'...hahaz...'no,i'm just walking at my normal pace'...hahaz..felt good...but i couldn't really wash my back properly after that...lolz...

ippt was bad...my sbj dropped by a few cm..then my running only improved by like 5secs...this SUCks!!!plus i was running in my best pair of shoes!!crap...got to work more...and even more since this brunei trip will cause my fitness to fall...

then last night i had night's off...this time we went to clark quay..hahaz..then walking to boat quay to look for eski bar cos wanted to chill...lolz..so was walking pass some bars then this group of ah lians said in chinese 'come and drink inside..can hug the girls..can touch the girls'...then in hokkien,one said ' can even play with this girl's breast'...my friends.....we burst out laughing...i'm pretty sure even though this post is like so long,you guys will most probably only tag about this paragraph...anywayz......we walked away of course...i din even see how the girls looked and din show a sign of interest at all...i dun want them coming over to pester us...but my friends said they looked not bad...haiz...the temp at eski bar was a freezing -5deg...hahaz...i could stand the cold...but my friends(2 of them) couldn't...we shared a flame of glory which was strong and it didn't help when our straws had holes at the bend...cos it took us some time to realise and really suck so that we could swallow the drink...and then we each had a cocktail...my frens had comfort zone and screaming orgasm while i had sex on the beach...mine was peachy and pleasant...hahaz...

anywayz..today had company outing...the whole coy..150 plus of us when to tamp safra to bowl..hahaz..i played a bit...i think i did ok laz...considering that the last time i played..i couldn't carry the ball at all...oh and i even had a strike...that's all for beginner's luck..hahaz..tonight booking back in camp for guard duty...for two weeks i have been trying to push it away...but the others all just took mc...so they win and i'll be in camp doing duty...sianz...

2008-08-31T20:44:00.002+08:00

completed my lifeguard course...ermz..hoping to maKe it civilian qualified too...ermz...many things happened..good and bad...next weeK..two route marches 24 and 35...thengot ippt in between...thinK i'm going to bring my racers to camp...just for this ippt...pia a bit more...got to cure this callus under my foot..it's been there for ages...ermz..things to looK forward to??brunei??love?friends?time?

my mind is all messy at the moment...so i'm off...

2008-08-21T00:41:00.002+08:00

attending this lifeguard course so i can book out...today...or maybe i should say yesterday learnt cpr and i'm now qualified to perform cpr..later going to learn aed...it's automated electronic defribilater...something like that la...an example would be...the scene in casino royale where bond got forced into a cardiac arrest state??then he went to the car to get this small electronic device out and paste some pads on his body and press the button then in the end the wires not connected.?hahaz...i think i should be learning how to use that device...lolz...got to book in after that learning in nee soon camp...so i won't be back till friday evening of saturday morning bah...oh and friday afternoon would be my lifeguard assessment day already...monday is theory...wish me all the best...

i'm getting excited as the day approaches...but i'm much more nervous...

National Day week.

2008-08-10T20:14:00.002+08:00

hellz...happy birthday singapore!!!ok...make this fast one...fieldcamp in tekong...the best is the rest time in the wee hours of the morning...i believe the best place to look at stars in singapore would be tekong...the skies are super clear and there are always so many stars...but the mornings are super hot...there was a forest fire outbreak even...we were all evacuated from the forest..hahaz...

ok...friday night drinking with the guys was the best...hahaz..pang actually din want to come..giving stupid reasons like tired...when i just finished fieldcamp...made him leave his house eventually at 12...lolx..we finished a bottle of vodka...the amount was just right...all got high but not drunk...the least tipsy were pang and jy...cos they held back...ate at macs at 4 and then cabbed home with chris and jy....what a great night...hit the sack at 4.30...nermz woke me up at 8.50...then i showered and headed for soccer..lolz..reached at 10...no one..couldn't go to jy's house cos he still sleeping...in the end watch movie...saw johnnie..he's different..but he's not my size la..please...i'm saying this cos this girl says he around my size...hahaz...ok...details cut short to save time...

lonely saturtday night at home..saw the fireworks on screen...that's all...

no exercise this week...got to do extra in camp...guard duty on monday...that's all...

my brother's getting out of hand

2008-08-02T22:52:00.002+08:00

i dun understand my brother...or maybe i dun understand love..it seems he is deeply in love with this girl...and they have a few things in common also...but my father doesn't want he to get too deep emotionally and neglect his studies...even though his studies may be fine now..he is already lying and ponning paid tuition lessons...that's super bad...i some how read his sms and msn messages and i couldn't stand it...all the lovey dovey things coming from both of them...*shudders*..makes my hair stands...another thing that i consider and which may make me seem more selfish is that...i din experience this before...and can't really think the way he thinks..but the headstrong mentallity of his may be strong but yet not strong enough...the victim??my mum..caught in between...i want to have a good chat with him...but he is currently not and home and i need to sleep early cos have to be in camp for guard duty tmr at 7...

going to go for this swimming life savers course..a short two weeks..had this short selection test this morning...think it's a slightly waste of time...since my company sent experienced swimmers to join...only 3 and i'm one of them:)
fieldcamp next week from monday to thursday...won't be able to reply any of your msgs...see you'all on national day:)

More about my week

2008-07-27T20:38:00.003+08:00

am training for the ahm run on the 24 of august so each week there's at least two long runs...so i did a 5 on monday and a 10 on friday..shagged...got a haircut again...this time 2 by zero cos the auntie din hear me correctly...did i mention that everywhere in marsiling was filled with durain shells??both fresh and rotting ones...and it's crazy to look for a place to high kneel and prone...plus i can't really stand the smell...i remember that when i was younger...the smell could suffocate me...i rmb holding some durains for my mum at the door and i vomitted in the house..lolz..even though i was a step away from the outside...

i went back to school to supposedly go on stage to collect my service award..but i was both late and out of attire...which i feel like blaming them..cos they didn't give clear instructions...so in the end i had to sit with my parents and then waited till the whole thing was over before collecting my award from the general office...so at the same time i collected my sgc and a level certs...i almost felt like my whole afternoon was wasted man...luckily the concert at the end was entertaining enough....

and this weekend..there wasn't any movie outing...feels slightly different...me and my family just went to vivocity to eat some prime ribs and donuts...then me and my brothers slept at this grandstand on the rooftop for like at hour while my parents did their window shopping...hahaz...it was cooling man...

oh and i have a question for those who frequent vivocity...does the black man hanging on the bar at the roof do pull-ups when the wind is strong??
hahaz..my brother says it does..when he said it did i only saw it swaying quite violently..so i still dun know...hahaz..

First Friday book out from Hendon Camp

2008-07-25T23:58:00.002+08:00

finally a friday book out..the earliest ever here at this camp...it's become super rare...saturday book out just makes the weekend feel so super short...at least with friday book out i can use friday night like tonight..hahaz..

a bit about my week...tuesday till thursday at marsiling fieldcamp...lots of sprinting and firing...super tiring especially since the last 24 hours i had to carry the signal set and it couldn't have felt heavier...normally even if it's a heavy load i could swing the pack onto my back with one arm but now i had to use both and use the overhead method...all the nights were super cold but the last night was worst cos added to the cold we had to take turns to keep a stretcher up with someone lying there...
know what's the sianz thing about fieldcamp?it's not the chiong-ing or the dirtiness or the bugs and bites or the lack of sleep..it's the accounting/cleaning and returning of equipment after the whole thing...you dun know how many freaking blanks i fired...it was definitely more than 300, close to 400 plus...the carbon could be scrapped off the rifle parts....

got to go back to vjc tmr..collect award...i feel slightly weird going back there...shall collect my a level cert at the same time also then dun have to keep going back...somehow the memories there are limited and everyday is somehow same as the previous....more talk tmr...nightz..

Suay....

2008-07-20T20:50:00.005+08:00

been really suay this week..kena a lot of shit...also almost had to sign extra..crap man...then the coming week...it's outfield again..think from now on every two weeks will have one outfield...then they asking us to cut our hair to 2 by 1 again..meaning i have to go back to vjc to collect award with bmt hair...sianz...oh and my 2.4 is now at 10.5min...though still a long long way to that 9.14..i'm working man...or should i say 'they' are working me...hahaz..

i'm looking forward to doing some more good so that i won't be so suay....

2008-07-06T18:55:00.004+08:00

there won't be much time for me during weekends...and it's highly likely possibly probable that i'll be booking out next sunday and then booking in that very same day...that's because for every mistake my company makes we'll have to do 200 body builder and 200 flutter kicks...a body builder consists of a push up and a murpee(the one where to squat down and kick out your legs and bring them back and stand up)...haiz...

what the fuck have i done lately??
after watching wanted..this line has been recurring in my mind...anywayz..i dun think i'll be contactable online for the next month until like national day...going to be super busy training and thinking...and at the same time take my mind off someone...

oh and check out the songs by secondhand serenade..i especially love their 'fall for you', 'your call' and 'why'..

before i lose the mood

2008-07-01T00:16:00.002+08:00

okayz...let's get this over and done with..oh my left eyelid has been twitching for like the pass half an hour already..and it's starting to get on my nerve...what's the actual problem is ironically that i got the offer to study information systems in smoo..for the pass month i have actually accepted nus real estate as the course i want to be in already..then the blow....some might say that it's better to have the choice than none at all...the thing is..couldn't i be given this choice right at the beginning??instead of a month later after i'm accepted the fact that i can only study real estate...plus 2 of my platoon mates are also going to study it as well..then there are 2 more who will be applying next year...these two guys and i even discussed the prospects of renting an apartment together....crap...haven told them that i may not be able to join them...like super pang seh..cos i more or less had a part to play in getting them to accept nus real estate...on the other hand..quite a bit of my friends are going to smoo to study as well...haiz...the dilemma i'm in...

on a lighter note..i've been promoted to the rank of corporal...that's pretty quick i must say but it's also the highest i'll ever go though...more pay...more shit..the move to battalion is definitely going to have its toil on me...it's as if i'm back to being a recruit..got to book in and book out in uniform again...argh...despite saying 'on a lighter note'...this paragraph doesn't seem very much lighter is it...

i need encouragement to pull through battalion life and advice on which course to choose...two weeks left to decide....

No Time(jibberish)

2008-06-22T17:46:00.002+08:00

i'll make this quick...firstly,even though we say seeing is believeing...i dun think we should just take it as true or real...for all we know it could be an act or play...secondly, i'm lazy and i only exercised a little this morning climbed my flat 5 times...ok la..then this evening's exerciseprocrastinate until no time to do...oh and i was in camp for at most 36 hours this week only..lolz..i booked in tuesday night and booked out thursday morning...that means so many hours out and that increased the chance of getting knocked down..i was almost knocked down by a taxi and just now by a bicycle...met the guys..then met pang again just now to pass him torchlight and chat a bit...

and i'm gaining mass...crap...fatz!!be gone!!

2008-06-17T14:05:00.002+08:00

it's dreadful then i have to book in tonight after getting two days off...i was originally feeling kind of left out..cos everyone is going to smu(pronounced as smoo) biz or accountancy...my course seems so unrecognised...nevermind...they know nothing...real estate is not just about selling and buying property...

i'm short of words...

i just know if i dun buck up now...i won't be able to get my corporal stripe...

Definitely,Maybe it's Monday!!

2008-06-16T14:46:00.004+08:00

it's definitely,maybe a new feeling...i mean blogging on a monday...i usually blog on weekends...even though i book out on fridays most of the time,most of the time i'm too tired to do anything...my physical fitness has dropped...thanks to not having any strenuous activities for 6 weeks and counting...ermz...i'm able to get these days off cos i helped out with the ranger course for two days...and so i'm given off till tuesday..muahahaha...

last week..many things have happened...though most are bad...at least i'm still able to smile at it...speaking of smile...the authorities of the beijing olympics are training professional ushers..lolz..they have to look presentable..at least 1.68m tall and have to constantly smile..lolz..the first few days involve the cheek and jaw muscles being tired and crampy...lolz...

another thing is the deaths of the ns personel...immediately when my mum asked why will like that i thought of the medical testing everyone goes through...and true enough today in the newspapers it's explained...

yesterday was fathers' day...went to watch the hulk..it was a guys thing..my mum decided she needed to have some time on her own and so she went on a shopping spree while we caught the movie...it was better than i expected...i think...then it was the guys job to carry all the shopping from taka to shaw house...evening dinner with family including grandparents at crystal jade at parkway...as usual..the cost of the dinner was shared among me and my siblings..and naturally i had to fork the bigger share...

i also caught definitely,maybe..my fren downloaded it and i watched it from his psp...the girls are pretty and the story was touching...i teared..or i allowed myself to..even though i was watching it in the tonner..lolz...i repeated some scenes and i like some of the many phrases...hahaz...so i repeatedly say those lines to my mates and they got hook to it also...especially definitely,maybe...whenever a question could be answered by 'definitely,maybe'..we would shout it at each other...i would say definitely and someone else would say maybe...lolz..totally unplanned..but that went on for the rest of the week...hahaz..

and one last thing...it was payday too...lolz...

a Sinful week

2008-06-08T19:53:00.002+08:00

a little bit of the week...first there was this family event where the commando regulars could bring their family and friends to enjoy..there were street performances and fireworks..which were amazing...i dunno why everytime i say this..ppl hear it as strip instead...oh and i saw my classmate whom most think she's hot..then i got scolded..why.cos i din introduce her to the guys..cos i din go after her..wth...anyway..think the 2lt wants to jio her but then my friends saw that she shrugged her shoulder when he pulled her closer with his arm...lolz..they were happy at that...met up with a couple of friends over the weekend...oh...the fireworks were super fabulous i tell you...it lasted for close to 3 mins...it isn't as varied as ndp's but it was right in front of you...like 20m from you in the sky about 4 stories high only...wah...beautiful...

now for why it's a sinful week..firstly i've been eating more at the normal meal times..then had quite a few cans of soft drinks during the family event...ate at manhattan...can't rmb the full name..at ps...then had chocolate fantasy sundae at gelare...then at night had a large cup of chocolate from starbucks...and i'm about to get myself magnum ice cream from the freezer...

and just a small complain...we were at gv of ps...and it showed selling fast for like 5 showtimes for panda..when we asked for tickets...3 were sold out...we din ask for the next two...cos it was like..8.55?sold out..9.15??sold out..9.35??sold out...waste time...

No time to lose..

2008-06-04T16:59:00.008+08:00

had this night's off cos i had guard duty last night while the others could book out...there isn't really anything much to talk about except two things...

one i helped this mj guy catch fish from a 'pond' in my camp..
two is this conversation which my bunk mates accidentally overheard..it's the same mj guy who has a mj girlfriend..the lot of us totally lol...(words in blue are not part of the conversation)
mj girl:dear..i bought a blouse today.
mj guy:is it revealing?? let's not jump to conclusions yet...
mj girl: yes.. let's not raise your eyebrows...
mj guy: please dun wear it..

i know what you're thinking...then why the hell buy it?!?!

i've also accepted nus real estate...please..ppl..do not think that i aspire to the most successful property agent in singapore..and no..not asia or the world...real estate is not about property alone...i'll also learn things like asset management and valuation...i can later be a management consultant or appraiser or sell insurance or even work in banks...

i may or may not be delibrately mysterious...but if i am..i guess it just means i'm feeling insecure about the way things are...i want to successful and confident too...but at the moment...the transition will take a pretty long time..i just hope it's soon...

2008-05-25T17:38:00.002+08:00

came back from my exercise about 2 hours ago...i really understand now what heaven does when he makes sport for man...after my run i started doing static exercises then there was thunder and dark clouds forming...an hour later..it started to drizzle so i headed home and showered..the swim obviously had to be postponed...then half an hour after i settle down..i see that the sky is all bright again...thanks ah...

the great singapore sale is coming...got a lot of things in mind to get...mainly clothes..all my others dun fit me nicely anymore...jeans have also become baggy...i also want to get a shoulder-carry bag...if you know what i mean...then budget is yet another problem..a little over two weeks to payday!!!tahan!!!

oh ya and i caught jones friday night when i had off..not surprisingly alone..cos i couldn't find anyone else to come with me...besides indie being extremely lucky...i enjoyed the show thoroughly...just over 3 more hours and i'll be back in camp...i'm sure i'm going to have a great sleep tonight..cos i haven't slept for a long time...

i'm just exceptionally afraid...

Shooting Star

2008-05-25T11:41:00.002+08:00

highlight of the week...i saw a shooting star in singapore during my guard duty...the possibility among impossibilities...was like prowling so i started talking to my fren about how cool and romantic it would be to go star gazing and know astronomy..then his school used to have some lessons and he pointed to the sky...woahla..there is was and it was gone..we saw it through the canopy of the trees...how lucky can i get...made a quick wish and started blaming him...cos i could have seen my first with any other...lolz...

back from duty this morning..booking in tonight again..so i won't even be able to sleep in my bed this week...gonna have a quick lunch..go for a run...then swim...i know swimming will make me happier...it always has been a reliever...

i may have gone overboard but i won't sink...
i may be old enoughbut i'm not ready...

many random thoughts

2008-05-19T19:31:00.006+08:00

i feel like i'm starting to become a spendthrift...some people may thing this side of me is good...because i din spend on myself..instead i was most of the time giving people treats...now my ends do not meet...and savings are depleting...let's look on the bright side instead...next week i have guard duty on sat(24hr)..so i will only be out on sunday for a maximum of 12 hours...i won't have to spend so much next weekend...

i caught two movies this weekend..there was harold and kumar and vegas...harold and kumar is an extremely retarded show and that makes it super funny but i dun think it's very visual friendly..especially for girls..quite obsence i must say even though it's rated m18...quite lax..as for vegas...what hit me most is the guy not having the confidence in marriage...and he never bets on himself...his concept is that if you dun bet on yourself you won't have to lose or blame yourself is you lose...or another way of saying it is..you dun fight for it and you wouldn't fail...i some how see a part of me as this...if this answers your question...i doubt it does anyway...just some thoughts...i'm afraid so i treat the situation in a pretty detached manner...i know it's not right the way i treat this whole thing...but it's never easy...over the years i have guarded myself against being too emotionally attached to anything or anyone...my wrong thinking should be that i be loved before i love...perhaps i need to be beaten up...

there this other thing that i though of doing...i want to reach a stage where i'm both mentally and physically exhausted...i'm thinking..i may actually get killed doing this...and i haven had the chance to do so...maybe after guard duty this sat,i'll get physically active intensely...i hope i dun die...i may not be able to drive myself to that extent too...i just want to be so exhausted such that i can't think at all...and then have a really really deep sleep....would like to see what hits my brain first...

my parents finally extorted the truth out of my attached brother...cos he lied about going out to do project work..then lies to cover up lies...paper can't cover fire...so my parents got more suspicious...and also he din know how to cover his 'tracks'..he should have kept the two movie tickets somewhere else instead of his wallet..knowing that my mum puts his allowance directly into his wallet...wellz..he can't be blamed can he??he seldom uses his brain..and seldom thinks of the many possible senarios...this can be tiring...then again...there's this saying..quoted from vegas..'i'd rather do nothing and be happy than do something i dun like'...should be that...it speaks volumes on it's own...

now my insides are in turmoil...too many things are happening at the same time...it's not going to be easy balancing my life at this stage..the only solace i see is that i'm going to book in soon...and then i can just handle army life alone...it is coupled with its own set of problems...please do not think that i'm paid highly(compared to others) for doing nothing...i have my troubles, difficulties and complications...then again...when i get back out...all the other things that i have left behind may just be compounded to become more complex...i would definitely like to be able to talk things out with people...but there are just some things that has to be solved internally...

you know my previous posts...those about coming up with something big...they shall be put on hold indefinitely...until everything has been sorted out...i'm sorry for speaking in ambiguously and in riddles...only a handful of you will understand...but bear with me...i dun like being in this situation myself...

Mothers' Day

2008-05-11T21:01:00.002+08:00

had two guard duties to do this week...then book out already met up with a classmate..thanks for the cookies..also met up with another cdo fren who's also my classmate's fren...haha...she was super shocked cos i din tell her he was coming..do all girls kick others when she's surprised??a few quiet moments and then it was non-stop talking...then cdo guy had return his dad's car..went to plaza sing to look around and shop..got birthday treated...then sent her home halfway..haha...met up with pang at amk..at 4..like wth...super long day la..quite a bit of waiting also but it's ok...

oh and my pay for this month is over a thousand woohoo...cos all the back pay came in as wellz..haha...felt rich and gave my mum 200 for her to do her shopping....my sr bro got atttached...interrogated him a bit...that;s all to it..but he's lucky...the girl fell for him first...oh man..i should train harder..know what his gf sad when he was going to watch iron man..she said..but then you'd just be looking at yourself...*shivers*

on the down side of this week...the two guard duties..then i din exercise but just eat...and i won't be bringing in my psp..since i'll be moving to stagmont camp tmr....crap..go in need to pack up everything!!argh...and i need to get infantry gold in i think 3 weeks..if not i cant freaking get my corporal rank...ok..got to go pack book in stuff...

Day off

2008-05-08T18:47:00.002+08:00

got another day off cos did guard duty last night till this morning..then tmr night going to do again...got my psp(: ...got to go do some other things now..booking in later..got to study some signal stuff also...wth...it's like studying physics all over again man...

and the thing i mention in the last post i'll be doing...it's only half done sia..and it's lousy...going to take longer...wah..busy busy...have a nice day though...

Remaining moments of 3rd May

2008-05-03T23:50:00.003+08:00

movies these few days..caught dance of the dragon and iron man...if you catch iron man..make sure you stay till the end of the credits..got extra things...i want to catch Made of Honour and What Happens in Vegas...but they aren't out yet)=

despite tmr being a special day..i've got no programs installed...it's going to be a rather boring day..unfortunately...i'm hoping special things would happen tomorrow..but then i dun want to hope too much also...when things dun go the way you want...ironic isn't it...cos i always think that as long as my believe is strong enough...things will happen the way you want...

i'm coming to the end of my wits already...i'm coming up with something..hopefully it'll be done and by next weekend..i'll have something interesting to post...lot's of brain working...

Put your rational mind aside, and let your feelings take over.

2008-05-01T22:15:00.002+08:00

yet another horoscope for today...how can i put my rational mind aside when all the years i have lived..i used reason and logic to decide and determine what i want??and then my feelings are just there to determine whether my reason and logic have been 'right' and made myself happy...maybe it's time for me...

when things get out of hand and confusing..it's always good to take a step back and have a clearer 'picture'...or..just stop thinking...go for a run..and focus on it...i focus on my breathing and steps...after that...you feel good..just like what i'm feeling now...later is going to be a good night's rest...unlike yesterday..cos there was avenue to reorganise my thoughts...now i'm abandoning them and starting anew...got some work to do...good night...

2008-04-30T22:42:00.003+08:00

great...i just choked on this small round plastic seal that my niece put in my cup...and she did it when..about 6hours ago...just used the same cup to make my drink and *choked* at the last mouth..

today was totally wasted...i even think i wasted some of my brain cells thinking about things that are eventually not used...so much for constantly thinking..then did ZERO exercise...haven done that swim i said i would do everyday of this one week's leave...tmr!!!

psp...come to me soon!!!

Lazy....

2008-04-30T17:35:00.001+08:00

i've been nothing but almost pure lazy...i just laze around all day...on the other hand..i pestered my father enough and he's doing something about me getting a psp..it may take slightly longer..but then him getting it for me..i may not even have to fork out any money..coolz..

ok..i need to do some reading..before my brain starts to degenerate..and i need to do some exercise..cos i feel my tummy growing...

People will be more impressed by your actions than your words.

2008-04-26T11:51:00.002+08:00

That's my horoscope for today..i think it actually can be applied to all aspects of life...your aims and standards physically..your wants and desire emotionally..your expectations and thinking mentally...all these can't be gotten just but saying i want to improve..i want to get...also..no amount of planning will get you where you are..it's all in the execution...

for example..i want to improve my running..so i went to run just now..and realised that i ran 1 and a half mins faster than last week the same distance..hahaz..as for mentally..for me..it would be reading up...emotionally..i'm still a far way off..but i'm glad to say..i'm working...

that's all for now..going out for lunch with two botaks..

Silver Wings

2008-04-21T10:55:00.005+08:00

for the past 3 and a half weeks..i have been falling/jumping/carrying/practising for the silver wing...that's right..i've finally gotten my silver wings after doing 5 jumps...i wanted to upload a picture of the badge but then it's too much hassle and i dun have much time left...3 clean fatigue and 2 with combat equipment...the one with the combat equipment are the killer ones...i was practically walking back after each landing to the form up point with 40kg on my back..there was the parachute itself,fieldpack(which actually just contains a dummy weight) and then there's the rifle...i walked about 2km over uneven ground with lots of potholes..tiring...as usual..we prepared for hours for just a minute of flight time...but at least i got my silver wings..it was definitely worth it..

i have concluded that those 'mosquito' bites i got from my sentry duty aren't mosquito bites..they are from other bugs..one mosquito bites do not last so long...two they are not so itchy..three i used mosquito repellant...but then again..maybe i just dun know them well enough...

i still can't get myself to wake up at 6 to go for a jog when i'm at home...in the end i went for my jog at 8.50..hahaz..wellz..i'm feeling good...

just saturday

2008-04-20T06:51:00.003+08:00

i'm just going to talk a bit about my saturday..even though i expected it to be at home...i had sentry duty..so a short and neat one..from when i wake up till i got home..just an hour ago...

0400: Reveille(wake up)
0430: Fall in(gather)
0500: Get Signal set and load up
0510: Head off to sentry post
0645: Reached destination and set up comms
0700 - 0145: Feed Mosquitoes/ Open & Close Gate/ Comms
0215: Head back to camp
0300: Reached camp and unload stores in to store
0400: Shower/ Pack up
0500: Leave camp
0600: Home

that was basically how my saturday just went by..i saw the sun rise and set..i also saw the moon rise...it was originally at my 30 degree angle of elevation then at the end it was directly above me...it's been a very different saturday..
more updates later....not going to sleep yet though...still not feeling sleepy...lolz..

2008-04-13T19:55:00.003+08:00

not that bad for this weekend cos at least i exercised once...wanted to wake up sat morning to exercise but then it had to rain in the morning..then afternoon wanted to go for late afternoon jog but then overslept even though i set the alarm to ring at 4.30..i totally forgotten my hp uses a 24 hour format...then this morning also too lazy..couldn't get out of bed after the first alarm ring..switched it off..closed my eyes..and poof..it's an hour later...time for breakfast with family...finally this evening..had the will to go for a short run..too long din run already..din do proper warm up also..then i couldn't bear the stitches so i stopped...then just did some static exercises..

well...at least i did something...
and i'm still unfortunately considering...whether or not i should get a psp...

Eventful Days

2008-04-11T22:31:00.006+08:00

Another week of army life is over for me..and it has been a fantastic one for me..you have not the slightest idea whatever that happened to me this week man..firstly,i have just completed module 1 of my bac..i took some aircraft and jumped off it at 1000feet..3times!!!!!!!hahaz...and i'm not one bit hurt..lolz..and i was the first jumper..can you imagine how scary that was??and i was the first jumper!!!lolz..like wth...first guy of the plane to jump...

during my first jump..my specs flew right off my face despite having those retaining hooks...it was 1000feet...the wind was super strong man..glide down...landed..recovered chute...went back to form up point..at the end of the day,like 3 hours later... i joined a 'party' which was in charge of removing all foreign objects from the dropzone like rubbish and hopefully my specs..lolz...and i found it myself!!!on the runway!!lolz..no plane ran over it..lolz..and it only has a few scratches on the frame..lolz...how lucky am i..lolz..
also..my friends who were the last few jumpers said that they were actually very reluctant to jump..especially when the door opened..but then when they saw that i did it confidently and positively..they also got the confidence to do it...lolz..i like some inspirational/ motivational/ confidence bringer...hahaz...

i had to wake up at 2 this morning sia...and i slept late..my bunk guys were just gathering around and chatting and decided to settle down about 8.45..i think i fell asleep at 9 then this army friend had to call me at 10 to ask me about my first jump..lolz..couldn't tahan so told him i had to wake early..and have been up since...hahaz...4 hours of preparation for less than a minute of flight time...
and so the week ends on a high note...i tot i had lots to say...but it seems so little that i have written..ok..i shall end of with the summary of my feelings of just parachuting...but really..you must ask me cos i can't describe everything here...it's that experience of a lifetime..i remember typing a post about first time experiences...hahaz..

my heartbeat slowed considerably when i board the plane..i guess it's me over-calming myself..then comes the command to stand-in-the-door..crap my heart stops momentarily as i feast my eyes on the breath-taking view of singapore...Go!..i kicked out as my heart when to my throat..the canopy deploys..ah...i'm safe and secure and comfortable..it's super fun and easy to maneuver the canopy around man..a short 30-40sec passes and i'm reaching the ground..ah..landed..no injuries..the flight was damn shiok..like an angel descending to earth...lolz...lucky me=)

2008-04-06T19:03:00.002+08:00

Finally..i have got the motivation to do this...maybe it's cos i may *touch wood* never get the chance to do this again...for those of you who still do not know...i'll be jumping off a plane this coming thursday...if you're free..then just look towards paya lebar(my house)..can see me falling down..or should i say glide?

i have already passed out as a cdo private..as for my pay..i'm still not sure what it is..coming in on my jump day...i'm thinking..after completing the jumps..i'll buy myself psp to reward myself?but then dunno whether it will be practical a not...

i finally got drunk two days ago..wellz at least for a brief hour or so..along with chris, pang and junyu...basket..the taxi ride should have been in the order of me->jy->chris but then jy power..when i sleepy go tell uncle him first then chris then me...i enjoyed that night..and i still remember most of the funny things that happened...

ai ya..no point talking about the pass month..difficult to recollect everything and describe to you guys again...so ya..i'm fine and healthy...i still rather enjoy this kind of army life...but if i'm to get my corporal rank..i think i have two months to improve my running by 1.5min...

may everyone be happy and safe...and i still be around...ok let's not be too pessimistic here..so..
i'll be back to update you guys on my jumps...

incompetent

2008-03-09T20:48:00.002+08:00

these few days..i have an ability which is slightly incompetent..that is my ability to hold back my tears..every little emo scene on tv i see..tears flood my eyes..i guess it's because of results..oh well..got to go anywayz..pop on wed..more to tell then...

2008-02-24T19:34:00.005+08:00

i'm going to keep this short...i din mention in my previous post that i lost,found,lost and found my watch again during my turnout at 12am on the last day of fieldcamp..hahaz..

celebrated my brothers' chinese birthday last night with many many ppl..cousins from both sides of the family and then there are my dad's friends as well..unfortunately or not, one din come with her daughter(s) because she had some quarrel with my uncle..watched my cousin play pool...then i had a few balls..i miss playing pool..next book out must go and play..anyone??

feeling really lazy man..sleepy all the way..hahaz..okayz..slack week next week since 3 days will be taken up cos of range..lolz..i think i should be able to get marksmen ah...

reply tags:
redporridge: hahaz..rations everyday get 1 packet of combat and 1 of the accesories pack..sometimes shag until only think of just tahan the minute..as for injuries, you have to take care..dun overstrain your other uninjured parts...
khyrul: hahaz...i want to emphasize that it's the muddy and wet kind of mud la..

After yet another 'confinement'

2008-02-22T20:47:00.004+08:00

hahaz..i'm finally out again...it was pretty though going through that 8 days of fieldcamp..especially as the days went by...it is at least finally over..from wed till wed...it wasn't easy i must say..but i'm glad to say i wasn't made to roll in wet muddy mud...my friends kena and when the bmtc ppl saw us, they were shocked and stunned..i guess they dun receive such treatment..hahaz...bic was though man...then grenade throwing was shiok...the route marches are tiring...and even though i wore tights, i still got some abrasion cos the tights rolled up my leg..crap...heard the well known ninja coy march pass the training shed i was have my night snack in...

and on the last day!! i walked back from some part of tekong..the pace was fast and i was tired cos of the accumulation of field rations..i had 4 packets of desserts a whole pack of accessories pack plus some other packets of fruit bars and lipton tea plus many many packets of solid fuels...on top of the basic ten pack field pack plus lbv with water and my heavy rifle...i went back to my bunk and i counted the number of solid fuels i brought back to bunk with me..you wouldn't believe me..i had only 2 short of 30...hhaaz..i must be mad....

today had some challenge where each detachment had to complete some physical tasks...and in between each station is lots of running and route marches..crap..totally killed the blisters under my feet..hahaz..i'm just glad i made it and didn't bring my det down...then it was rushing to pack my stuff..lots of stuff to bring back to wash..then went to singapore discovery centre for a tour..hahaz..and i'm back home!!!need to rest...

and sadly..i din lose any weight from the 8 days at fieldcamp!!!and i'm still way off from my 6/8pecs target by bmt..3 more weeks...

reply tags:
Redporridge: i'm fit strong but still overweight hahaz..and my running still can't make it..
Timo: mainland singapore dun have enough forest for fieldcamp..so in tekong..
Jay: there's surprisingly lots of fun here..maybe cos of the funny weird characters around..
Josh: i can't remember what our conversation was..hahaz..my 19yrs old??
Zeph: not army la..i just realised can change to either 'compose' or 'edit html'..hahaz..i miss talking online too..

2008-02-10T15:03:00.000+08:00

shall just keep this post short and sweet..gonna go for my nap then wake up to do an assignment.what one of the sad core values mean to me...tired...

yesterday,had soccer session with most of the vs brothers then watched kungfu dunk..it was ok..there were me/ chris/ pang/ nermz/ jay/ hz/ terry/ haram/ timo/ johnnie/ khyrul and as usual,we could share so many things...pang brought his taiwan trip souvenirs...johnnie has since lost 16kg in army..he still looks round but i think his stomach has shrank..hahaz..everyone is doing well in army...

won't be back next weekend..gonna have fieldcamp over the weekend in tekong..i'm finally going to set foot on the always heard but never seen tekong!!okz..let's not get too enthusiastic about fieldcamp..wellz..it's gonna be 8days of mud mud and more mud...

i was thinking of replying tags here like others..since i'm also having a non-navigational blog..but then i dun have the colour codes..think about it again..

Happy CNY!!!

2008-02-07T20:40:00.000+08:00

helloz!!!Happy Chinese New Year!!!
after a month of inactivity, i'm finally able to blog again. on the weekends that i'm out, i tried looking for new blogskins,but none was pleasing to me..and then on the first day of the lunar new year i find one...something simple which required little editing and it's also non-navigational...still i'm unable to get the imeem music player up but it won't be for long...

cny celebration at camp,we were given mandarin oranges and the chance to lao yu sheng!!!hahaz..you know that dish with a few veggies and crackers and ppl mix it so high..the higher the better that kind..good..this is the fourth week i'm in army already...have done plenty of running...like all others..it gets a little boring sooner or later...it all boils down to how motivated you are to continue training...set goals to achieve..me??how about 6packs by the end of bmt..5 more weeks..hahaz..realiseable but it's gonna be though..hahaz...i also want to do like 20 pull ups at least..hahaz...speaking of 6packs..this is the second day i'm out this week and i feel my stomach growing out already...crap..all the chinese new year meals make me put on weight..i ate dun eat much cny goodies but there are lots of deep-fried prawns and steamboat beef for meals...

as for my physical self, i feel i have improved...1.5mins improvement for 2.4km run...usually shuttle run had difficulty getting 2 points,now easily get 4 points..5points is not so far off...pull ups remain at 12...sbj still lousy..working on it..needless to say sit ups is 5 points la...will be able to get ippt silver soon...
as for my mental and emotional health..it's great..the company here is good..lot's of weird and interesting ppl, and there's a vegetarian in my bunk whom we all call veggie now...he's in love with army life,showers as little as possible and names his rifle sandy...hahaz..we have to scold him before he takes his shower...many marvel at my 2 digit pull ups..though i'm still not satisfied with it...my bunk mates are fun loving...i'm still one of the most innocent boys around but i guess i'm letting go a bit more..my bunk mates all say i'm different from the first 3 days..now i suan a lot and kp a lot too...hahaz...

i guess that's all for now..i guess go blog visiting and let ppl know my blog is back up:)

I'll be gone soon...

2008-01-09T22:17:00.000+08:00

Simple Plan - When I'm Gone
I look around me,
But all I seem to see,
Is people going no where,
Expecting sympathy.

It's like we're going through the motions,
Of a scripted destiny.
Tell me where's our inspiration,
If life wont wait,
I guess it's up to me.

Woah!
No, we're not gonna wait another moment in this town.
Woah!
And we wont come back your world is calling out.
Woah!
We'll leave the past in the past,
Gonna find the future.
If misery loves company well,
So long, you'll miss me when I'm gone.

Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.

Procrastination, running circles in my head.
While you sit there contemplating,
You wound up left for dead (Left for dead)
Life is what happens while you're busy making your excuses.
Another day, another casualty.
And that wont happen to me.

Woah!
No, we're not gonna wait another moment in this town.
Woah!
And we wont come back your world is calling out.
Woah!
We'll leave the past in the past,
Gonna find the future.
If misery loves company well,
So long, you'll miss me when I'm gone.

Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
When I'm gone-

Let's go!

Wont look back,
When I say goodbye.
I'm gonna leave this a hole behind me,
Gonna take what's mine tonight.
Because every day, becomes a wasted chance.
You're gonna wake up feeling sorry,
Because life wont wait,
I guess it's up to you.

Woah!
No, we're not gonna wait another moment in this town.
Woah!
And we wont come back your world is calling out.
Woah!
We'll leave the past in the past,
Gonna find the future.
If misery loves company well,
So long, you'll miss me when I'm gone.

Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.
Ooh, ooh, ooh.
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone.

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ThaT Once in a Lifetime Experince

2008-01-09T21:11:00.000+08:00

there are many Once in a Lifetime Experience...such as first day at school/first day at work/first french kiss/blah blah blah...but i'm speaking of a particular one...which not everyone is privileged enough to get it...wellz...at least, you have to be borned a guy first...i shall just keep it simple and say it's army...even though i may be going through the commando course...let me pass it first...before congratulating me or giving me special names...i'll be in this friday morning at 8am...hopefully i'll be able to come out at least once a week and meet up with friends...

met up with some really close primary school friends..as usual..there was endless chat...despite not having met each other for more than 6!!! years...i love my friends and brothers(= ...we chatted about girls,friends,relationships...haha..to think i know of people who had there names changed and even sex change!!!haha..eh??then that ~~guy~~girl no longer needs to go the army...omg..i can't seem to bear the feeling of having extremely low contact with my friends...

Good Bye....time for ThaT Once in a Lifetime Experience...
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Happy New Year!!!

2008-01-01T01:49:00.000+08:00

New Goals!
New Income!
New Friends!
New Resolve!
New Mindsets!
New Memories!
New Beginning!
New Challenges!
New Encounters!
New Occupation!
New Experiences!
New Environment!
New Relationships!
New Achievements!

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Enough...it's enough

2007-12-28T23:14:00.000+08:00

you know that scene in love actually where this guy plays the carol and then uses cards to tell the girl he loves her...then he gets kissed...then he says 'enough...it's enough'...btw this video is up on chris' blog too...even thouh i din get as much as him...i'm contented...

was like on my way to the cinema at sun tec eng wah cinema with my swim juniors then suddenly received an sms from guess who!!xy...quite funny..it was all thanks to the willis look-a-like...if not i wouldn't have met her for lunch today...today was rather a spontaneous day...she stare at the look-a-like some more...she was at nlb doing her research...walked there from sun tec after catching i am legend and that guy really looked like me...can't believe it actually...but he has less hair and is more plump and probably is dumber than i...haha...and he frowns like non-stop...i think i frown quite a bit too...it was rather weird looking at someone looking so like me...anywayz...lunch as mos burger then walked her home...i tried to contact her but there was never a response...she came back 18 days ago and leaving on monday but thanks to that look-a-like...she contacted me and...i got to see her...this feeling is linked to my previous post...providence at work???

You may not now the reason but that's okay.
You don't need to know.(today's horoscope)
Enough...it's Enough...

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Christmas Week!!!

2007-12-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas everybody!!!

i'm currently watching love actually showing on channel 5...so my thoughts aren't really organized...lots of random thoughts...din really get lots of christmas presents this year...wellz..it's not really about the presents but the love and warmth experienced when spending this joyous occasion with family members...though my parents aren't in town...hope they buy lots of presents for me from china...but i did wished them merry christmas...

caught several movies...enjoying myself i guess...ok...sianz...the couple making love then have to answer phonecall from her brother...good for them they still managed to finish what they started...wth....they didn't in the end...so sad....wellz..love isn't only about love making right...lolz...so many more components to that...also cannot say components la...cos it's not say all the components present then the love relationship sure success....

it's that time of the year again!!!last week of december..usually this time i'll be dreading the return of schools..but i got an extra week...and i'm not going to school just yet...that would be in two and a half years time...going to ns...haiz...my mood to enter is like neutral...dun want to get my hopes too high...also dun want too low cos will become moody...at least everyone will be occupied next year...be it work or school or ns...

want to meet everyone once before i enter ns...though i dun think i'll be able to...i still hope i can meet all those close to me or in other words people i hold close to my heart...it's CHRISTMAS!!! SMILE!!!! :)

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wellz...that's the end of love actually...love those who did what they had to to get their love...this reminds me of that quote..Here's how to get whatever you want,Do whatever it takes :)

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Damn it / What the Hell!

2007-12-18T14:09:00.000+08:00

i just got a few things to say...my cousin who is 8 yrs old with a younger brother who is 4 yrs old has ps2 AND ps3!!!wth...is it unfair or what??then there are people who win xbox AND xbox360 in lucky draws...and then leave me to get all the weird things...

you know what..i think that dream in the last post has some foreshadowing effect on my life cos today...i received this msg some someone i totalling do not know...i'll just type the whole exact msg out...i was slightly scared at the beginning of the msg and thought why all these things happen to me...anywayz here it is :"Wan me 2 help u? I'll play w ur cock. Kiss n suck it, lick n massage it, make u cum hard. Den u take mine n gv a hot blowjob, making me shoot in ur mouth. Aft tt, i hold ur dick n u hold mine, make em stand stiff n hard n throbbin hot. We rub our dicks 2gthr, hips thrustin hard n fast, masculine grunts of pleasure comin from us. Our hans move over each othr's bodies n squeez each othr's butt, till we both cum 2gthr. Den we take turns lick clean e cum from our dicks n bodies...Haha,just desc only.Hvn do b4...If w gal,i think much better hor." and finally that retarded msg ends..luckily the next msg came saying sent to wrong number...but then..am i suay or what...why i get this kind of things one..and why ppl want to send this kind of things dun check carefully their numbers first??wth...

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Constant Change

2007-12-17T17:15:00.000+08:00

life is very much constant but i can't say it's not changing...i'm doing the same things day in day out...but yet there are changes...minor ones..i don't really have much to say also...the end result is the same that i spend the whole day but the change is in the process...the constant is dreams occuring but the change is the content of them...and i had this totally freakish dream...i wonder why i have that dream also...ok..to keep it simple and short..i was assaulted by a gay in a public toilet...i dun really want to go into details...i'm not against them but i'm not one too and i dun want to be one of their 'targets'...whatever it is, just dun come looking for me...maybe i'm suffering mentally...
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Brothers

2007-12-14T11:24:00.000+08:00

I have not 1, not 2, but 3 kinds of brothers. Firstly, i have my own real as in biological brothers. Then, the brothers whom i often meet up with and chat a lot. Lastly, i have those brothers whom i seldom meet but we still get along really well. The last time i met this group of brothers was yesterday and before that was more than not 1 but more than 2 years ago. However, when we met up for lunch and movie yesterday, it was as though there was never that absence. Formality melted away in an instant. Well, it took me probably not 1 but 2 minutes to get over the shock of change in appearances but thereafter, there was non-stop laughter and chatting. There was nothing that couldn't be said. Much like the group of brothers whom i often meet; VS 4H Brothers.

With VS 4H Brothers, more than 10 of us, we have a farewell for those who are enlisting today or tomorrow. The main guys were Johnnie, Hakim and last but not least Terry. A little bit about these unique individuals. Johnnie is the fat/obese guy who is desperate for a girlfriend and gets emotional when he hears of other's successful relationships, especially fat guys. He sort of admires them. Next is Hakim, he has an enduring relationship his girlfriend who just went to BANGkok(pun intended). Terry is the so-called ~~guy~~ gay who came back from Korea with little keychains for us. I took two :) so others who took two as well don't feel alone. I'm sure Terry doesn't mind. He has a big heart that accommadates guys as well.
VS 4H Brothers is made up of distinct, unique individuals who add colour to the entire group. It is always great to be with them. The emphasis is on 'always'. I was asked more than 10 times the exact same question but still the laughter never ceased. There are some things money can't buy. lolz.. Happy Holidays!!!

I have exactly 4 weeks left but I still have got a lot of free time. I wonder if that's a good or a bad thing......

btw, i uploaded some photos on facebook.

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Believe

2007-12-10T22:21:00.000+08:00

i dun believe 2 years have come and gone...
i dun believe A levels have come and gone...
i dun believe we're all going to the army real soon(max 4 mths)...
i dun believe some of us only left a month of civilian life...
i dun believe i'm 18 going on 19...
i dun believe i'm still so unfit...
i dun believe i got so many things i want to get done but not started...
i dun believe i'm so out of touch with the whole world...

it's time to get the BELIEVE back...train...read...improve...i can change this lifestyle of bumming at home....let's find the new me :)
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I'm not

2007-12-02T21:09:00.000+08:00

wellz...since everyone is like doing something with their lives...i shall do the opposite...and say what i'm not doing though i know others are doing...

I'm not
working...
drinking...
going to prom...
taking basic theory test...
getting my hair dyed or cut(yet)(getting messy)
shopping for stuff(eg. clothes or shoes)
going on any overseas trip...
hanging out with people as often as i want...
meeting people i missed seeing a long time...
training as hard as i should...
eating as healthy as i want...
going to lan shops...
downloading songs i want to listen to...
(basically)doing things i have planned in mind :(

though I've
gamed a little...
kept in contact with a few distinct individuals...
been playing tennis as often as the weather permits...
started on a book...
been watching tv shows i like...
(basically) doing enough to get by my days...

went to lido to watch the kingdom today...it's a great show...catch it if you can...it's a bit like getting into the mind of the terrorist though...or it is so for me...just a really tiny bit of thinking to understand the whole plot also...saw a small bird resting at the foot of a tree at the carpark at my house...it was dark and it could easily be squashed...i touched it to see what would happen and it flew away...come to think of it...i actually saved its life...crap..now i'm thinking if i should have caught it and kept it as a pet...but it's so small and fragile...i can't be that cruel...
i think i really got to start training or have more soccer sessions or just hang out with the vs bros...so i'll be too tired to think...my thoughts are wondering everywhere ~~becoming desperate???~~...i guess...i'm only good at dreaming...

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Great!!

2007-11-22T21:50:00.000+08:00

The weather was fine,the food was good,the company was great!!played street soccer with the guys.then had a short dip in the pool.i wasn't really off form:)some of us got a little sunburnt.that's fine with me:) we should have more of such days man:) there was me/ jy/ chris/ naim/ jay/ nick/ darren/ johnnie/ khyrul/ zhou/ pang/ wj/ the rare guest jordan and last but definitely not the least DINO!:)

on the side note:the top score for this year's psle is 294!!highest ever.and it's scored by a malay who started reading since 2!!that's like 98 points for each subject..her score is actually 297 la.since her higher mother tongue got distinction.means plus 3..

oh ya!i made this relationship dream..as usual boyfriend and girlfriend...it seemed so super unlikely...but the she was yet another i used to like in primary school:)before i knew xy...i think a was just thinking about all the ppl i know before i fell asleep:)wellz..no harm there..like ppl say you can like many but just love one...that's all...

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Dreams...

2007-11-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

over the span of this month...i've made 3 dreams that i remember most well...one during the exams and 2 after...two categories....the one during exams totally freaked me out man...i felt super real...i was almost gasping when i woke...this..i dreamt that i was 1 and a half hours late for the math paper...it was that afternoon paper and it was like 4.30...gone liaoz..rush there also no time to finish...panic like siaoz...then luckily i woke sia..crying....
the next two were adventure dreams...the first one was resident evil...went around killing zombies...lolz..i was like the one to discover the virus spreading and things like that...then the next dream was about werewolves and vampires...this time..i and some other people are trapped in a castle and we were fighting for our lives...it's been i long time since i had such interesting/thrilling dreams...

speaking of dreams..did you know there was a time when me and my two brothers made the same dream!!!serious..we talked to each other about it...though we can't say we dreamt it in the same night...we certainly did dream about it...it was 3 of us driving a car...i was handling the steering wheel..one the accelerator and brake and the other was handling the clutch...coolz...how we found out we all had that same dream was when i told them and they said they had the dream too...the wonders or dreams........
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nothing...

2007-11-19T20:56:00.000+08:00

i've got nothing really interesting to share today...life is still boring despite the A's being over...haven't started on the things i wanted to..and i'm back to square zero..she's no longer part of the economy...life can be frustrating...anywayz..is my blog song working fine??
last day of A lvls for even of of you guys...jia you bah...
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hmmm...

2007-11-16T16:02:00.000+08:00

went to join my juniors for swimming training this morning...met my coach...haha...first thing she say is no need to lose weight anymore sia..lolz...training was pretty tough la..first time touch water in like so many months...last time i swam was...hmmm...11july?!?!omg...then that time at summer garden is when??.....nvm...that's still long..but for non-swimmers like you guys that's nothing la...ermz...then i had lunch with my class...total of 11 of us...is was my treat la..but then they still gave me some money and a box of chocs from The Cocoa Trees...you know...it's during the A's that i really appreciate this class of mine...i said really appreciate..meaning i used to appreciate...ah...so dun say i din in the past...they made a lot of notes leh..those kind that is good for revising one...and even though i did not really contribute...ok..i din contribute at all...and i'm almost always missing when the class is tgt or i'm just stoning at one corner......THANK YOU!!
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Freedom!!!!

2007-11-15T13:21:00.000+08:00

i can feel it man...the freshness in the air...the lightness in my steps...an extremely important burden has been lighted...and it's all up to the markers of cambridge now...not that i was very stressed out...but it's definitely a relieve...
had so many essay to write...just now...at my last essay...my pen ran out of ink(of course i had spare)...it was a cheap 70cents ball point pen...to tell you the truth...i've never finished using a ball point before...usually they just spoil or get lost...haha...i feel like i've achieve something great today...i think i'm going to give that pen a decent burial...haha..over-reacting??maybe..it really has been a good pen though and i got it specially for the exams...despite have a short life span of a month...its contributions were great and hopefully it had not died in vain...if you get what i mean...
got a lot of programmes lined up for myself..going to train myself both physically and mentally...i think emotionally...i'm strong enough...but maybe sometimes can be quite insensitive towards girls only la...
stayover at my place(not my house) next saturday...my dad agreed already...you can stayover then play the whole of sunday also...but then i dunno whether my tv there big enough for you guys a not...is it 29inches there??shall check next time i go there..more updates of this stayover soon...if it's enjoyable i dun mind having it fortnightly...weekly too much right??...stayover and bbq at darren's house postponed to maybe december...
OKayz...i have been feeling lucky about this exam...but since i'm lousiest in class...i i get As then the whole class gets...so ya...i feel good not too optimistic about the results..as i said..it's now up to the cambridge markers...so right...wish the rest of you out there still have exams with my luck:)
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Updates..till I'm back...

2007-10-16T22:31:00.000+08:00

i'm still no where near confident of my exams...will be taking physical geog mock exam in two days..end at 5 then go through a bit..then end at 6...late liaoz..confirm...
i got my letter to go into ns already...and somehow i know why my 'particulars are not found in the current enlistment schedule'...then want to low profile for me...cos anyone can know such a department exists in army...i'm going to SOTAC on 11Jan...for those of you who really want to know what the hell this is...you may msg me..or if you see me online can ask me...so far me chris khyrul and josh knows the full meaning of SOTAC...i think my current hp theme is more appropriate when i'm in army..it's a simple black background with white words which says...Things to do today: 1.Get Up. 2.Survive 3.Go back to bed...
i think it's these small little things that contribute to my list of achievements...my character...it began a long time ago...accumulating...
getting:
GoldStar Survival Swimming medal...
Best Cadet of my company during spec course in Sec 3...
perfect score for Individual Marksmanship Trainee...
promoted to Staff-Sergeant in VS NCC(LAND)...
to be Captain of VJC SWIM TEAM...
shortlisted for Commando interview...
an invitation to Naval Officer career presentation...
SOTAC...
a whole bunch of great brothers and friends...
i'm sure there are others...
and i hope it doesn't end here...so far all my achievements have nothing to do with my love life...hopefully more to come and i want Outstanding A lvl results to be one of them...
time to work for the others...it's never too late...
people...see ya...till the 15th of Nov(my last paper) it is...we can do this...
but keep the tags coming..i'm still come back and see them :)
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Sunday!!!

2007-10-14T13:34:00.000+08:00

NEW SKIN!!!thanks to justin...couldn't have done it without him...it was so super complicated to me...i finally have archives...i'm still playing around with the imeem music player...so when it's done..there will be a few nice songs which i like and you can choose...i still dunno how to display the player....anywayz...i hope everyone is studying hard ah...it's only 2-3 more weeks but here i am still playing around with me blog...got to study for my one mock exam...super sianz...
all the best everybody!!!
i have uploaded 6 songs...they will be played randomly...so you won't always hear the same song...listen to all 6 songs..they are all nice...to me...
anywayz..
"Sorry" is a word that can change lives and heal relationships.So....
Please view a short video:
SORRY@ http://www.aish.com/movies/sorry.asp
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2007-10-08T22:58:00.000+08:00

got nothing much to say..i'm just freaking bored with the monotony of my life..but i have got to get into the study mode...
anywayz..here's a video that you all must must watch...mum sent it to me...jy uploaded it..so it's http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-8miz7PYGIc
really must watch..alright...that's all from me...wish me luck for A lvls prep...
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post prelim life

2007-10-02T19:34:00.000+08:00

this period of life is just getting the momentum to study hard..for a month...and then two weeks and the As are over...ermz..life is terrible for me...dun really like what i'm doing...got to study...vj seems to have different grading systems compared to other schools so i'll just say the marks of my results...grades you can infer yourself.. gp:51,math:53.5,geog:52.75,econs:55,lit:52.66..that's all...
there may be house warming at darren's new house this coming friday...so if confirm i'll let you guys know...sianz..bye...mistakes shall be learnt from...
i got this freaking cut on my thumb from..my bag..yes..you read right..my bag cut me..it's a small cut..and not really painful..but it's irritating that i keep feeling the pain..cannot hold things properly now...cannot use strength..haha..cannot sms as well now...
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Back to School

2007-09-26T15:57:00.000+08:00

Back to school.but it's so super duper boring.lessons and a super duper long briefing before that.sianz to the max and i'm feeling tired now.my results will let your guys know when i get back everything.which should happen by next week.i'm definitely bound for those remedial lessons.shan't dread it since i really need it.who ask me so confi and don't do anything.haiz.
Scoop for today:johnnie had to go for health check up at health promotion board today.
I wonder if i should make this 'scoop for today' a permanent feature of my post.come to think of it, today's one also not say very interesting.those who know it well.more or less expected it already.
got to focus man...i couldn't concentrate during lessons.day dreaming..thoughts drifting over continents..time for my nap:)
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Happy Birthday Mum!

2007-09-23T21:32:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Mum!yea you did not think wrong.my mum's birthday is two days after my dad's..paid for my mum's lunch with dad..then dinner,whole family went out...not bad also...that's pretty much what happened today...yesterday just chat with cousins during the family gathering...for some reason they din come for the last 2 months..so talked to them lorz...that's all..tutheloo..waiting.waiting.and still waiting...
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Happy Birthday Dad:)

2007-09-21T23:20:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to my father..we had japanese buffet at honjin restaurant at chow house...luckily got offer...each person like 50plusplus leh...offer then buy 1 get 1 free...ate till my stomach gonna explode.7.30 eat until 10 plus..i ate a lot of salmon and unagi,there were also jap cucumber plus tempura prawns plus beef plus pepper chicken...:)salmon i ate 3 types many times...there were fried,steam and raw...damn shiok ah...next time if i got money then i treat you guys...today an aunty paid.say wanted to treat the handsome over there.me.lolz.wah not only lady killer but also aunty killer.haha.she has 4 daughters sia...

Two nights ago,i had a dream..in that dream i cried..i din cry very hard..but it was in the rain..could feel the rain falling onto my face.and just crying silently...
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My passed weeks.summarised

2007-09-19T21:29:00.000+08:00

There are lots and lots of things to say...many many things happened...i'll just keep this short and sweet...i'm officially banned from com using already...if i want to use have to ask mum to on...at home nothing much happened...except if you count it as something happening...sms quite a lot...
Why does that subaru challenge have to fall on nov 3...like that i cannot join sia..have to wait until next year..then if i'm in army then cannot go again...have to wait until i uni...sianz...
Oh yea..did you know that with global warming and rising of sea levels due to melting of ice everywhere there's ice...sea levels are expected to rise by 20 feet if nothing is done to stop the rising...anywayz,that like 6m or 3 storeys lor...if you think about it positively..everyone will learn how to swim...boats everywhere...swimming will become second nature...i want to have that gadget james bond uses whenever he's in water...it's just the size of a hot dog and allows us to use the oxygen in the water...just have to hold it with your mouth then no need big oxygen tanks liaoz...cool right...then again everyone with landed property will suffer unless they are on a hill..maybe that's why darren moved...
One thing i din really liked...was losing my tan..cos darren showed off his tan to me...what the hell...nvm...the thing about him is he's nice..and i got him to agree to have a house warming party since he moved already..so as usual i'm the middleman..you should be hearing from us in a week or two:)
if i'm selected for commandos..i'll receive their letter in probably 2 or 3 weeks from now?anywayz,the package from navy is regarding being a naval officer..need to reply them then they will give me career presentation and probably a series of tests to go through...haven't decided what to do...
Went out to catch No Reservations,not alone...went window shopping together and had really long conversations...enjoyable day:)
went to airport today...send 1 pretty girl off...then met jy for lunch with 2 pretty girls...quite interesting talking to them...so i met a total of 3 pretty girls...okok...i know you can count...sometimes i just feel that i should be more flexible...not saying i'm too rigid...but some things,i should have thought of and done...
I'm tired...till next time...
p.s.deleted last month's sent & received sms already...memories shall remain memories...
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HaHaHa......huh??

2007-08-23T17:42:00.000+08:00

ok..this happened yesterday..is damn funny...at least to me la...my bro opened a packet of pringles so i tried to take it from him but he did let go..so i disturb him lor...the classic touch his breast move...lolz...i have to to eliminate that...then so he started pinching me...wah..pain he used his nails...ok..nvm..i took some pringles and finish watching the drama...
at night...i left a stinging on the back of my arm..i could really see what it was...so i asked my mum...

me:ma..help me check what is this..a bit pain..
mum:ai yoh...it's a scratch...quite deep...skin came off..you disturb girl ah??
me:haha..ya..very deep ah??
mum:yes..like gullies(geog landform) like that line line line...want to put antiseptic?
me:yes...wah girls nails very long..better put..her nail dirty...
mum goes to take the cream and tells dad...
dad:wah he seldom talk to girls..only disturb them...
mum as she applies the cream:wah very deep leh...skin come off...
me:haha..so that girl's nail got my tissue in her nails la...go csi can find out who did this..lolz..
everybody:lolz..

then my brother couldn't take it...he threw the empty pringles container at me but missed..then crushed all my money in my wallet and threw them in 4 directions(i had 4 $10notes)...lolz...in the end i had to sweep the floor...lolz..my bro was the one who left a wound on me....and he had to listen to the convo(above)..haha

VC
this was a total waste of time...my sbj freaking inconsistent...cmi...the rest was just time consuming...had to shade so many ovals today...sianz...whether i make it or not depends on whether they selected me lorz..no guarantees..but then hor...i put maybe want to sign on...then some of them keep asking me...lolz..the interview is just like some oral test la...but then got 2 questions which strike me most:
do you take bio at a lvl?
do you have a relationship,girlfriend?
like..huh?what's the relevance to commando??bio?i tot maybe some human body thingy...but then girlfriend??
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: |

2007-08-20T16:47:00.000+08:00

3 more days to the test...i'm already pretty tired of the comments my brothers almost always make...about me going for the test...some of them are..
when it's raining and i mention it:'huh?commando also scared of a bit of water?'
when i return home from a jog:'wah!come back from commando training already?'
still got others but i can't remember them....thursday is the test...it's at pasir ris there...so after about 6 hours...it should finish at 2 plus 3...anyone in that area want to study with me??mj peeps...if not...i'll be heading home after the test lorz...sms me hor...if you want to study with me...
please tag...then GO BACK TO YOUR REVISION!!!!!
S1771M

:|

2007-08-19T15:16:00.000+08:00

One more week of school...then study leave..prelims in??two weeks?or 3?i just know i'm so gonna die if i don't start now...4 more days till that test and no more training for me...hopefully i'll be able to concentrate fully on my revision...i caught two movies online..from the same site as the simpsons one..i caught ratatouille..should be correct spelling..and i caught click...if only i could pause time/go back in time....if only..........
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: )

2007-08-13T16:27:00.000+08:00

i think it's about time for another makeover...my image...i need a new bag(chris,when are you getting the num??)...i dunno which...if i get that...i know it'll be damn unique and different...on the other hand...will attract attention...haircut??ermz..maybe i need a fresher look...shirts and more jeans for me to go out in...i feel weird always wearing the same pair of jeans out...money!!!good thing i save loads...shop when leh??no time now...after As??haiz..worry another time...
i saw 3 lines on chris's blog which stood out...not because it's the only 3 lines in his post...but the meaning behind...
the perseverance...the determination...the fighting spirit...within each of us to not let your loved ones down...be it family,brothers or friends...and also to prove to yourself and a small part to others that YOU CAN DO IT!!!

"Work hard for those who believe in you,
Work harder for those who don't.
Nil Sine Labore."

it's not too late to start now...just start doing something...i really want to full time study...but for one and a half week at least...i will be cramming about 2 hours of exercise into my schedule each day...do well for the test..then it's full time studying except for maybe twice a week exercise just to maintain overall fitness and health...spend a greater percentage of your time on studies instead of a greater about of time on studies...concentrate and don't allow your thoughts to stray...though think about the comforts you have or will have with the end of As...
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Die Hard 2!!

2007-08-10T18:51:00.000+08:00

Die hard 2 is showing later at 7!haha.others may not be as enthu as me.overnight study was ok.at least i did some work.we watched simpsons online as well.like we haven't laughed enough...we watched rush hour 3 before that...haha..we talked quite a bit also:) and i still remember that two has paid for the movie tickets...
somehow i'm still hesitating...
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National Day!!!

2007-08-09T14:15:00.000+08:00

was awakened by my father early in the morning...7..wanted to go for a jog..but it was raining...so i went back to bed..half hour later..got up again to go to some national day celebration by my mp...then had Mc breakfast...came home and sleep..then woke up and went to toa pa yoh crystal jade for lunch which was good...had my fill...i've got loads of things to learn from my dad...some things..though not really nice, it's still useful to learn from my dad...even though there is no booking available at crystal jade...we were able to avoid queueing totally...haha...going to take another nap later...movie/fireworks/overnight study..laterz...
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:)

2007-08-07T16:51:00.000+08:00

I'm still surviving..coolz.i'm bloging this post using my handphone...it's slower but other than my mum's laptop,this is the only way for now..ermz..on 1 note it's good right that i'm short-listed for commando,but then on the other hand,i'm training myself now for even tougher training at bmt when i enter army..haha..this just adds on to the things i want or have to do now..new blog song..don't know when i'm putting it up though...school's the same...can't wait for the national day gathering,so much to say/share/talk/joke/suan about!!
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:|

2007-07-31T20:14:00.000+08:00

i got some bronze yesterday...but today..i just opened yet another letter from mindef...good or bad???wah...maybe i'm so gonna die..i'm asked to go down for vocational assessment leh...die die...the test includes psychology assessment, physical fitness assessment which includes chin up sit up and sbj, medical screening and lastly interview...total about 6 hours...how??i dunno...have to report next next tuesday at 7.30am!!!gonna tell them i can't make it...and then sbj!!!die...i've been eating to my heart's content and not really training my legs...how to sbj?!?!?if they push back like one month maybe i still can train for it...haiz...what's worse is that there is no venue..they only said 'transport are provided to and from from pasir ris mrt station(outside Mcdonald's at whitesend shopping centre)'..gg liao...someone talk to me...and i dun understand what's the topic on my tag board...but at least people are tagging... :]
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:)

2007-07-30T18:05:00.000+08:00

sunday was filled with funny things...wellz...it was also wasted on the most part...and that has to be because i din study lor...even though i tried to do a gp essay until two..wasted my energy sia..oh ya...cos i was going to buy a bag right..and probably a crumpler that yesterday...i told my parents lor..say that got sling bag and it is likely to cost over $100...then my father said : dun buy!!ask ah po(grandma) go market buy..3-4 dollars can already....wth..then my brother had to add in:wah power-ranger bag...haha...the discussion continued until talk about now no more power ranger...now is pokemon bag liaoz..haha...now i dunno what bag i'm going to get...

talked to my dad and he has allowed us to use his office for overnight study on national day...his only worry is that we dun study...but since exams are approaching so soon...we will study rightz...haha...after a lvls then we have one overnight party there also..haha..so like the plan is we go watch rush hour 3 in the morning or afternoon...chat/whatever...then after that overnight study...maybe afternoon go back rest then come back out for overnight study again...anyone can come hor...but i have to be specific...cos these days i got a lot of funny and irrelevant msgs...have to be careful...

i still can't log onto blogger using my house com..still using my mum's old laptop but she's going to return it to her office tmr...which means until i solve the problem with my com...i won't be able to blog...

horoscope for me, today: Today's Full Moon is magic for you. Go for the gold and you'll get it.
i have gone for it...but then haven't got my returns...wellz..there's still 5 and a half hours of today...had kfc for dinner yesterday...feeling fat...time for some exercise...
johnnie...dun push your luck...
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2007-07-26T15:42:00.000+08:00

today...my math teacher showed a lot of concern for me...i'm touched...not only in math..i seem to be lagging behind in all the tutorials...i said i was going to do them...got to chiong some math assignments to hand in tmr...actually i din want to go to school one..cos there was going to be only 1 period of math lecture cos school ending early and i dun have to go for pe...but then since it's this math teacher who is lecturing then i dun want to disappoint him...so i'm going..then i got all the other assignments that i have to do..nvm...now still got time...
note:the previous post is more important!!!pls read...
now, time for me to chiong some overdue assignments...
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out of school

2007-07-25T18:57:00.000+08:00

went for a geog talk after school today with the geog people..namely my class plus other classes inculding johnnie darren and siliang..i was with them most of the time...i was struggling to keep awake during the talk...my teacher was sitting beside me...cannot give him chance to shoot/suan/target me...darren can stand him liaoz...but then..the main point i'm going to make is the bus ride back to vjc from njc...before we got onto the bus..johnnie was made to do some exercise he had to jog 30m then up 20plus steps then 20m to call some people then come back to the bus...i bet that totally drained his energy cos he just said i need to sleep...then he lied on the seat and just fell asleep...within like half a minute i heard snores already..lolz..then darren heard it and all of his class heard it...siliang recorded the snore..damn loud la...i have it...but i dun think i'm gonna upload it...spoilt the atmosphere of my blog...i also have a picture of him sucking his thumb...lolz..but then i'm using my mum's laptop so i can't upload it...lolz..another point is that everytime the bus turned a corner he will go off balance,wake up,reposition himself then fall back straight to sleep...this happened like 3 times...so he slept in quite a few positions...haha...the guys manage to tie his shoelaces tgt as well...he was in some deep sleep lorz...thankfully for himself that he is round enough cos he din fall onto the floor..i'm sure if any of us took his sleeping position we would have fell to the floor..cos his back was not like against the seat but on the other side where there is the gap for your legs...he's amazing in his own way man...
and i'm freaking not used to bags that are not sling liaoz..i'm like using my sec4 backpack now la..that black one...omg..i'm almost going crazy...i feel freaking weird la...anyone got recommendations where i can get sling bags??who wants to go shop with me??
next important thing has nothing to do with school...actually it's the exact opposite...i have been thinking about it but forgetting to ask you guys...and since chris so recently asked for a gathering as well..so i'm gonna ask you guys....who wants another stayover party and when??national day week or wait till after a lvls??haha...if you guys want i'll then proceed to convince my father to let us use his office...there's a sitting area with tv/2 office rooms/got lan so can bring your laptops/aircon/fridge/kettle/street soccer court nearby not as near as jy's place but it's not as far as darren's place/some open spaces near the court/ntuc is also about 400m from here/lots of hawker centres...and no adults...the floor is carpetted...chris said it's not bad...i think so too..but then it will have to be from sat night till sun..cos the first floor is where my grandfather works..oh right..this place is less than 200m from my house...okok...let me hear your thots...
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I shall stop

2007-07-23T18:42:00.000+08:00

i'm not really in the best of moods now cos my bros din let me have a peaceful nap...they quarrelled our some computer game...can both of them were playing..just that they din like how each other played...then din let me sleep...haiz...then lessons are zooming pass fast...and guess what...i'm last in class..as least for gp...overall...should be also...got to get back to work..
just wanted to say something about saturday...oh ya...now i can only log in in blogger anywhere but my com...so sad rightz...dunno why..but i'm using my mum old laptop...she left it at home since she can use the new one in her office...some IBM laptop..3k plus..i'm gonna get a laptop after a lvls also...for sure..just not sure which brand...mum said she will sponsor me according to my grades...lolz..a bit more motivation...lolz..oh yea..back to saturday...pang and i did cip together..coolz right...he sa i vj do tgt..actually jy was supposed to be with us but then he had meet the parents session...so left the two of us..we caught vacancy together...the company was great the movie was great also...though i did expect myself to shout..lolz..did some cip...i'm most charitable that day sia...come out of my own packet...
i shall stop talking about things that 2girls do behind me.
i shall stop not doing my work.
i shall stop sleeping late cos of anything other than work.
i shall stop being a bad boy.huh?
i shall stop playing computer games.n i'll be blogging less
i shall stop regretting if exams..not that i am..but i won't allow myself the chance for regret...
good luck to everyone...perserve for a while...and just a note...i hate to seem timelines...i dun need so many constant reminders...i guess most of you will feel this way...most of you should have like made a mental note already rightz...
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Hang up my TRUNKS

2007-07-18T18:51:00.000+08:00

handover the captaincy to my fav junior..so now effectively my status has changed to ex-captain...or simply senior...it went rather smoothly for me la...hilarious at moments...this things have to say one..harry/roderick and jordan were there...they laughed a lot...though jordan had to leave earlier so he missed the most of it...i totally pissed the girls off la...some went to the toilet to cry...others went to comfort them...wellz..i bet jordan will ask the rest what happened tmr...anywayz...now that that's one responsibility off my shoulders..it's time to hit the books...my results are crap but expected...looking at the amount of work and effort i put in...too bad la..actually..anywayz..for more details about today...ermz...ai ya..since i got the time then here it is la...
talk with the two other ex-exco about the voting..they for some freaking reason wanted to let the j1s vote...cos they was to overpower the guys..i knew it la...cos more j1 girls than guys...but then more j2 guys than girls..so they want to secure their votes for the girls...haiz...luckily i was about to make it sure that the j1s votes are half...meaning a j1 vote for A as captain will be worth the points half of a j2 voting for A...
opening speech..though not exactly...i said like...the guys trained very hard...the girls trained hard also...the guys improved a lot...the girls improved also...this brought much laughter..then i explained the voting process and things like that...then introduced the nominees...then asked them to give a small speech...so it was this girl's turn leh..all she said was hi then her name...nothing to say liaoz..so i asked her to convince them to vote for her..then she said she didn't want to be captain..so i said'ok..bye'...she was prepared to walk back to her seat la..but then i still made her say something...Q&A the girls kena hammered i tell you...it was more like cross-fire than Q&A...this part too difficult to elab by typing...so i was reading out the votes and saying things like no hard feelings and things like that....then when the two-ex-excos counted the points...one of them said 'oh no' when another guy was in the exco then they tried to push for revote...luckily the crowd help me...then cancel...my closing speech was like...good job to all...the guys very well done..it can be seen in our finals...then the girls...even though you din qualify..i know can't blame you cos got common test and injuries and all the other things like projects and things like that(i wanted to give another example..but i didn't want to sound sexist..) that prevent you from coming down to training...asked the j1s to train hard and prepare for exams..then j2s to catch up with all the work...only 6 weeks to prelims..then i said...study hard pay attention in class...dun talk so much in class...afterthat get chased out by teacher..j2 already..very embarrassing one..this one the guys sniggered...inside joke la..but some couldn't maintain so they laughed into their mouths..this is cos the now ex-secretary got chased out but her teacher today for talking in class..her teacher was like shouting get out get out...lolz..not everything is mentioned la..impossible..end of everything then the girls left to cry in the toilet showing they anger by slamming the back door...then came back with a very pissed off face...why i release everything sia...so much that i felt slightly bad...so much for giving them was in the past...
if you asked me when i was most evil? today
if you asked me when i suaned others the most? today
if you asked me when i was most harsh to girls? today
if you asked me if i feel light-hearted today? yes
if you asked me if i enjoyed today? yes
if you asked me whether i'll study hard now? yes
if you asked me if i regret today? no
if you asked me if i'll hate myself for being me? no
think about the times i let you have your way....
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Quick one

2007-07-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

had a great dinner just now...steak..home cooked but still good...at least good for me...some sad thing happened to me ah...which isn't much actually...though it has sort of dulled the anticipation i use to have when receiving an sms...can YOU sms me?keep me alive ah...but i got to be specific...anyone who is listed on the exits section of my blog...preferably those first few names like chris and those Js..actually anyone on that list la...wellz..that sad thing only jy and justin knowz...anywayz..i got to go liaoz...father can't stand me using com...see ya...
could it be infatuation??
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back to lessons..again...

2007-07-12T16:24:00.000+08:00

ok...i've been updating like everyday these days...it's just cos i got so many things to share...so many funny things happened in school today...i also want to tell you about what my fav swim junio told me...
school today: first 2 periods was geog lecture...so i said with darren(with his class) with johnnie behind...darren was like hyper or somthing...kept making really sarcastic comments at the lecture...lolz...cos the lt air con got prob then the man came to check so he was adjusting the temperature..then johnnie started shouting '16degrees!!!'...lolz..then the man started telling story about why that is not achieveable...lolz...waste time...only jonnie will say such things man...lolz...then another time cos the slides were not clear to some(it was clear to me) and we didn't want to take down notes..darren told johnnie who was sitting behind alone 'johnnie,you ask her to put up onto blackboard(website which we can later dl from)..ermz..later i treat you to 30cents soya bean.'..lolz...damn funny la..darren..haha...then when we were still trying to suppress our laughter johnnie asked...haha...then teacher asked him to go sit in front..then he just moved down by 1 row(joining my row)..lol...
the next 4 periods were gp tutorial and econ lecture...nothing much happened except for when the teacher said 'royce(classmate)!i feel like confiscating your handphone you know...you think i cannot see ah...i still got one perfect eye...even though one very bad already but still got one perfect'...lolz...
the last period was math...very funny also..cos this noisy girl said 'Shh!!'to the boys then the teacher said thank you...then she had to say 'see model student ah'..so the teacher said 'ok now you can shut up already'..lolz...what can i say...ulti..anywayz...this teacher was from vs also what..typical la...the girl later said you're so mean..then he said ya you very average...haha...
that was all that happened today...
now for from things that happened yesterday or the day before...i was talking to my fav junior...haha...then he suddenly said he not going to get married...so over the two days i hear him coming up with reasons..1)need a lot of money...getting engage already will make him broke and be in debt...plus just wooing will drain his resources...engage liao no money to get married so just cohabit first..during this time save money...then if find out that not suited to live tgt can save on wedding also...haiz..this junior super budget...2)what if your child is like disabled physically or mentally??...wth...
yesterday after the swim...there was syncroswim!!!syncronised swimming...quite cool lor...i rmb waching water boys...the boys in syncroswim..lolz...but then singapore only has girls one...lolz...if got guys and girls then how??would i join??maybe,maybe not...see got who join first lor...
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Swum

2007-07-11T22:13:00.000+08:00

finally...the swim seaon is over...so is my swim career...i did a 28sec flat just now...my best ever...pb...took some photos..then went to have japanese buffet dinner at sakura at toa pa yoh...the food was ok lor...ate a lot!!!like 10+ pieces of deep fried chicken wing/ 6+ pieces of deep fried prawns/ some wedges/ a plate of sushi/ a plate of lamb/ a full plate of teriyaki chicken/ 5+ cups of soft drink...and crap i can't remember what else i had...but i'm full...and i believe that it would have been better if we had gone to seoul garden...it could have been cheaper as wellz...
got irritated a few times today...though today was overall great cos of the company...and my pb....i also got irrtated last night when i was about to rest...as for the next exco...there's no freaking way i'm gonna let there be 3 out of 4 to be girls..no more chances...dun think so much...
shall sleep with this almost full stomach..yes i can still eat some more...have a peaceful rest and go back to school tmr..worrying about nothing..including hw...tmr i shall start watching my diet...
more thots tmr...sleep now...
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Swam

2007-07-10T19:09:00.000+08:00

had medley relay heats in the morning...then finals in the afternoon...overall 6th...ok...but i still can't better myself...still got one more race tmr...hopefully i can do under 28sec for 50m...been missing school quite often these days...i'm gonna have to catch up somehow...there just about another 6-7 weeks left before prelims...haiz...worry after tomorrow...
tmr gonna have buffet after swimming...damn shiok...been eating a lot for dinner the past few days, including just now...wellz...one more heavy meal for dinner tmr...then i'm gonna watch what i eat..lolz...and in a month or 2...my status is gonna change...
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Die Hard!!!!

2007-07-09T16:39:00.001+08:00

caught die hard 4.0 yesterday!!it's like non-stop..NON-STOP action leh...truly hard to die...it was cos of die hard that i got my name lor..lolz...luckily no other mother tot the same way as my mum..if not there will be many willis on the streets...which is no good...was having dinner at KFC and then we heard this conversation between a couple...
boy:i want cheese fries..original chicken..blah blah blah...
girl:why don't you order?
boy:(some rambling which i couldn't hear)
the girl was pissed lor...then my bro say...that boy is me...wth...he said that's what i would do and my girlfriend will question me...but then i said 'no..my girlfriend won't even have the chance..i'll be the one queueing..'so we talk talk talk then my brother suddenly say 'no wonder B(my cousin of the same age) had girlfriend but you dun have'...wth...then my mum started questioning unbelieveably whether that was true...haha..eh..i heard his girlfriend would eat at his house and afterwhich wash the dishes together with him then go back home...why does it seem like my family is taunting me??

today..back to school after a while...got back lousy resutls...which i really felt like crying to...but i could not..i was too freaking careless...haiz...such a noob...feeling black(listen to the music for it's meaning)...nvm...start from here...sort of expected it already...Willis shall not die...i'll fight and live free...see ya
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Swim

2007-07-06T21:03:00.001+08:00

another day of national just passed like that...good thing we all did you pb for freestyle relay...4 of us did our pb leh...can you just imagine how happy i am...especially since we beat SA!!!haha..those people kope the water polo people to swim...nvm...we win...haha...the only other saddening thing is that the medley relay which we were in and supposed to be 5th has been cancelled and there will be a re-swim on tuesday morning...shan tell you the exact details but i'll say my ex-captain kept cursing when he heard it...anyway..that one i'm still confident of getting into finals also...so both relays in the finals..

my horoscope for today: There is no need to operate with logic or reason. Follow your gut.
how to do this??very difficult...when all along i have operated with both logic and reason...talk to me!!!!
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YES ah!!!!

2007-07-05T20:02:00.000+08:00

i sort of feeling high now man...no no..i haven't been drinking..though i feel like getting drunk after my nationals...i'm so so happy our medley relay teams got into the finals...our moral is high man...another relay event tmr...likely that we are going to the finals as well...this j1 is good man...giving me hope...when walkig to the bus stop..my favourite junior also asked why i'm grinning from ear to ear...lolz..i myself didn't realise it..lolz..and guess what...my teacher giving us $200 to sponsor us for our happy hour after our finals on wednesday...nvm about our lousy individuals...the team matters more...how great man...and good teams got disqualified...haha...luck somehow is just on myour side...lolz...all the way!!!
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1 more day

2007-07-04T18:46:00.000+08:00

tmr's competition..or rather my event heats...somehow i no longer feel the rush/ excitement/ adrenaline/ nervousness/ anxiety about competitions anymore...my mind seems too preocupied...i have been day dreaming non-stop through out today...and feeling rather listless as well...but then looking at my horoscope for today : Go ahead and dream. Fantasy will lead you to where you need to be...there's no harm in daydreaming more as well :)
i finally found and downloaded this song that i really like for now...i just hope those who like to put up blog songs do no choose this song...because the last time i was planning to put a song up i find it on josh's blog...and that really put me off...i know it's pure conicidence...and highly unlikely that this will happen again...so those of you out there...try not to change your blog song too often in the next 2 weeks...thanks...haha...
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Back to lessons...and some thots...

2007-07-03T15:37:00.000+08:00

after all the tests..we are finally back to school...and very quickly thrown back into the exam mood...information on weeks left to prelims blah blah blah...quite a few study breaks...talked to vs 4h...they very extremely curious about our jy's taky looked like...and handoko tot no wonder jy go for a vegetarian..i asked why...cos can save money was the reply...lolz...told jy to which he said 'basket vege also expensive can'..lolz..come to think of it..it's quite true cos you can only eat organice food and 'special' food like that...lolz...
was smsing justin during my breaks...just thinking a lot about my life these days...receiving considerable of help...i'm so so grateful i ended up in VS 4H 05...where a brotherhood was forged...but while receiving this kind of help...there's a small portion of me which says 'you guys seem to be helping me so much more than you guys helped him'...seems slightly unfair...slight feeling that i'm feeling...
2 more days to competitions...
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Transformers

2007-07-02T20:52:00.000+08:00

transformers is ~~way too cool~~damn cool man...no wonder nick willingly watched it 3 times...to me...it's freaking cool...next movie for me will be Die Hard 4.0...if i dun watch it hor..then i'm not Willis...the company again was terrific...though the focuses were a little worrying...overall...this was a fantastic 4h outing ah...saw so so many 4h peeps...as in...those who somehow were not asked to come were there...haha...so today we saw me/ chris/ jy/ naim/ justin/ nick/ khyrul/ timo/ terry/ wj/ jordan/ josh and those we just happened to see are xinan/ xianglong/ neeraj... :)
ok....i changed the blog song cos i have other songs to put on...this songs will be on only for a few days...got other songs with more meaning and relevant...as for this one...make yor own links... :)
back to school tmr... :(
check out the moon now!!!
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First 'A' from a week of tests :)

2007-06-29T21:53:00.000+08:00

ok..from the title of this post you can probably guess for which test this is for...previous post...lost 3 kg just by skipping dinner last night...haha..dunno why so drastic...energy decreased quite abit...coming back though...wellz..let's just enjoy for the next few days..and youth day..enjoy that day..it's our day yea..probably going to study a bit for 1 or 2 days then my competition's here...not good...not good enough for comp..but good outside..after that is full steam ahead studying...if you dun mind call me study together :)
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Over..New beginning..again..

2007-06-28T23:15:00.000+08:00

i was actualy thinking about talking about common test but then since it's over already..then..forget it...wellz..maybe just a little...was glad actually that math was the last paper...so like have some hope of getting a decent/nice grade...but then today..that paper was a killer...wellz..it killed me..too careless as usual..but the cheers of m class..it seems they were well prepared...ok whatever..math used to be the subject that gave me the more hope and i always tot i was good at it..now i'll say i'm average...shall now work from this average spot i'm on up again...geog was totally memory work...only flipped through the human lecture notes..all other readings are untouched...let's not think about results and enjoy first..i'll say i deserve it for the past few sleepless nights...shall elaborate more on that..next is Transformers movie outing on monday..then i'll organise the DIE HARD 4.0!!!the show for me...over out rolling..tmr's ns medical check up...yay...finally got my swim team shirt and jacket...
this song??i wish ah...
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2nd annual swim meet/friendly swim competition

2007-06-13T18:58:00.000+08:00

was almost woken up by my father who was pouring water onto my bro's face...improved my 100mfreestyle timing by a little though it's still 5s over a minute...either maintained or improved my 50m freestyle timing...got so many people still faster then me...believe..during the meet naim keep smsing me asking me to organise movie..lolz..told him to do it instead then he stopped smsing already...the mood was fine...din do my warm up properly cos they suddenly cancelled a few other events so my event got brought forward and so got no time to warm up...haha...luckily din cramp...actually not bad la my timings considering that i din do my warm-up and i still left the ache in my muscles from gym on monday...believing again :) ...that's about all...other than the fact that i had to get off the bus early to use the toilet at mac at parkway...
josh left for genting this morning..hope he has a safe journey...
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